I'm in the midst of a transitory period.

I've been waiting so long for something to happen and now that it has-I'm not sure I'm ready. Dreaming seems to be easier than living and fantasy better than reality. It takes guts to go out there and make something of yourself; to prove to everyone that you're something special and that you're talented. Now is my time to prove all the nay sayers wrong but all I want to do is crawl in a whole and never come out. I feel overwrought that the career I've been hoping for is now only a few paces away. I've got to get out of my head so much I wouldn't have been given this chance if I wasn't worthy and that's all that matters.